62エントリ/Entry 62

ニュース/News:

i feel so guilty right now...
so i had a bag of m&ms and then half way through i read the lable and it was 2 servings insead of one T.T

I was craving some reading yesterday and i eventually stumbled apon say say say.
i have to say, i really love this manwha. i had read a little of it, but the other chapters were not scanned yet so i just happened to wonder over and BAM! new chapters ^ ^
i am sooo excited to know what happens next. but now i have to find something else in the meantime to read..
{and the endless cycle continues..|| have you ever found a wonderful manga/mawha just because you were waiting on your other manga to be updated?? you have to write them all down just to remember!
speaking of which, i am s t i l l waiting for more strobe edge T.T if only i could read the raws
i need to make a neater list  -.-  i am losing track of everything.
all this talking about manga...i have to go and see if new chapters of liar game are out....and skip beat...
well i am actually very behind in skip beat, and manwha like:

• boarding house of hunks
• crazy girl shin bia
• idol shopping

i know at least the first two are already finished, but i have yet to read to the end, oh well...

i am also behind a week or two with bleach.

Hollow news:

so today was the start of silly days in the hollow, and check this out!

all of them at once! :o wow.

the only problem is that you cant talk to them @-@

the show happens every hour. and when you wear a bow tie you get a badge.

its true, i am kind of bored playing ph. i just went on there to get the new badges, to be perfectly clear i am a little upset with them. i worked so hard to get my royal gem badges and now they are just giving them out in the lagoon! of course i know i could look at it the other way--

if i would of only thought of getting royal feathers then i would of got r.gems anyway but still! im just a little irritated.

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Exercise: nothing
Cups of water: 2

61エントリ/Entry 61

ニュース/News:

ugh! i am tired :|
it is so hot in my house right now, and i heard the weather report this morning, its going to get hotter!

so my cat still hasnt given us her kittens yet {i could of sworn it has been 8 weeks already...

as i have said, i wont be playing the hollow that much. but i will send out this reminder. today is the last day of the clover festival, as well as the last day to buy the available costumes, tomorrow; will be the start of the new quest {for members..} to get the key to opening the new site- mermaid lagoon.
so if i were you, i would hurry up and make sure you have the new badge, and buy what you need to before everything ends tonight.
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t a g YOUR it

1. Name the people who made you laugh last night?

my mim

2. What were you doing at 8:00?

in the morning? sleeping...

3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?

working on my blog

4. What happened to you in 2006?

i dont remember. i have a bad memory -.-

5. What was the last thing you said out loud?

huh? [no seriously...]

6. How many beverages did you have today?

water, green tea. so two??

7. What color is your hairbrush?

black, but i use another one and its kinda purpleish red. like plum :O

8. What was the last thing you paid for?

pixie hollow membership card 

9. Where were you last night?

watching some bleach at home ^ ^

10. What color is your front door?

tanish...whiteish

11. Where do you keep your change?

scattered all throughout my room

12. What’s the weather like today?

sunny, with a chance of clouds..

13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor?

coffee

14. What excites you?

winning >:D

15. Do you want to cut your hair?

no!

16. Are you over the age of 25?

no :D

17. Do you talk a lot?

depends on the subject......yes ^^'

18. Do you watch the O.C.?

i dont like it, but i have seen some of it

19. Do you know anyone named Steven?

yup

20. Do you make up your own words?

oh yea

21. Are you a jealous person?

sadly, yes. but only about certain things

22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’.

adine! {although its her nick name...}

23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’.

kristine 

24. Who’s the first person on your received call list?

a friend

25. What does the last text message you received say?

"hey, cant go there...something came up"

26. Do you chew on your straw?

sometimes

27. Do you have curly hair?

yup

28. Where’s the next place you’re going to?

a store...

29. Who’s the rudest person in your life?

my da

30. What was the last thing you ate?

a homemade sandwhich

31. Will you get married in the future?

hopefully O.O

32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks?

the tourist

33. Is there anyone you like right now?

>///< yes

34. When was the last time you did the dishes?

ahaha! i cant remember the last time >:D

35. Are you currently depressed?

no xO

36. Did you cry today?

nope [but i cryed yesterday...]

37. Why did you answer and post this?

i was bored, it looked fun :D

38. 5 people you tag next?

the next 5 people who read this...

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Exercise: dancing 21 mins
Cups of water: 3.5

60エントリ/Entry 60

ニュース/News:
so after what seems like a long hiatus, i am back on track...

i am so glad that its sunday, which means tomorrow is the start of a new week. So I can start fresh.
I feel like there is already an alliance at work trying to stop me. I must summon up all of my will power.

Currently in my house, on the kitchen table there is: a pack of reeses, small reeses, valentine's day lollipops, cheetos, pop tarts and choco cup cakes
 [and you wonder why i complain that the forces are against me.]
yesterday i managed to eat the only two fruits that were in the house {bananas}

keep in mind that i didnt buy any of it but i am guilty of asking for something sweet- hence the reeses, although i wanted m&ms....

to tell you the truth, i really do want to exercise more, but i think that i shouldnt push it. after all the time away from exercising, you cant just jump back into your usual routine. however, i do think im going to go for a walk later. {a super calori burning walk hehe~||
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Exercise: dancing 45 min

Bottles of water: 2

59エントリ/Entry 59

im sure no one but a few people besides myself read this, and i am fine with that

i cant believe how time has flew.
I am sitting here, thinking about when i first made this blog, and the reason i made it.
and yet here i am, talking about idle things like pixie hollow or other news when in fact this blog is only supposed to be about me myself & I. My journey to becoming a cosplayer, and to become a cosplayer i [obviously] have to loose enough weight to look like the characters i want to portray. but i have lost my motivation and i feel devistated. I had lost 12 pounds, and now i have put back practically all of it because i have not managed my time, and i have stopped exercising. I remember in the beginning of the blog i had places where i said how much i exercised, how much i ate and everything like that but i have changed, and not for the better. looking back, i thought that i would be a good 30 pounds lighter by now
[if i would of stayed on track i really would have....]
and that is another reason why i am not playing ph. i just dont know whats wrong with me. i have lost myself. i remember how it feels, and i know why i want to cosplay, its just so hard. and anyone who is reading this knows that losing weight is hard, and of course for some people gaining weight is hard too.
[grass is always greener on the other side effect]

well, this is a weight loss blog, and yet i have not even been talking about that stuff. probably because i am trying to run away from it. i want to live in a fantasy world where everything is perfect but its not like that!!
i have woken up, and this is it. i will make no promises, because there is no need to. I have fixed myself, and i now understand that i once had the fire to do it, i mean, 12 pounds doesnt seem like alot but just keep losing 12 pounds, 12 pounds, and it adds up!

since this is MY blog, i am free to write pretty much whatever, so if you dont like reading this, move on.
I welcome people to watch my journey but i am basically writing all of this out not for you, but for me.
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in other news,
anime conji started yesterday. sad i couldnt go but as long as i get to go to comic con i am happy. btw
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i had told myself that i would cosplay for 2011CC
but now i fear i am too late, it is possible to loose a good deal of weight in 3 months, but it wont be enough for me to feel comfortable and confident enough to wear a cosplay, [not to mention the fact that i have to actually save up enough money to buy my cosplay outfit.....]
so although it seems like my cosplay debut has already been pushed back a year. no matter, i will cosplay, next year and that is a fact, these things take time. time i dont really want to waste anymore. and i am sad that i wont be able to do it this year, but i want to walk around looking alot like my chara. and that just wont happen by this july.
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so i was reading a few posts about how asians are naturally skinny, and me being bigger than average it makes me feel bad for people that are normal or maybe even smaller. what does it feel like to be average american, or even a small american and you get to these countries [china, skorea, jp]
and you find yourself wearing a large! when you wear a small or extra small over here, it isnt very good for your self confidence, i'll tell you that but just remember. all that matters is how you feel. if you are comfortable with how you look and feel, the size on the clothes is just a number. [of course i am talking to people who are at a good size and dont need to loose weight, health wise...]
you have to think about, that the majority of asians are small built. so they already have that working in their favor...basically what im saying is, you cant be something your just not. you can get close, but there isnt a need to be something your not anyways.
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on average i am supposed to be 116-135 [taking height into account]
my dream number is 115/medium
however. i have already talked it over with myself [haha..]
and if i feel perfect at another weight [like 120/125]
then there is no need to keep going.

58エントリ/Entry 58

everyone around the house is anxiously waiting for our cat to have her kittens.
so as i have said before, i wont be on ph that much and because of that i almost missed the news;

there is going to be a new member only place kind of like how the ice palace was. its 'mermaid lagoon'
and with it new costumes will be available, i am looking forward to it because there is always a possibility that a new area will mean new badges. and of course for silly days there is already most likely going to be a new badge.

so i watched tangled, and i was dissapointed. I didnt like it much at all, what has happened to disney??
there was only one song even worth mentioning: i see the light

that was probably the best part of the movie, and thats it!

57エントリ/Entry 57

Hey guys,  this is kind of a rant but then not really xD

*ugh, i have a headache.*

so i'm listening to this song, aparently its an opening to a game called: blazblue continueum shift 2

i really like it :D

and for those of you who have heard of it or even played it, the reason i didnt know about it is because sadly i dont have a ps3 D:<

so i have decided to take a healthy break from pixie hollow -.-

[and also because i am done collecting my badges so far, i only need a few more then i will be stuck until more seasonal badges come....]

and also, im annoyed because every time i go to the wilderness it wont load >.<

im just going to log on to do my daily spin and mainland quests.

i have realized that these forum people as well as alot of the people that play ph [founding fairies especially]

are crazy!

{ kinda like how i love anime, they love ph.....kinda....}

but still even i take breaks from watching anime and reading manga but they hardly ever take breaks.

anyways its just when i play it i know its a g a m e

but they are all like, "oh! i remember my arrival day, i was dressed in white and the queen showed me to my chambers and when i picked a talent it glowed O_O

what on  E A R T H  are you talking about!?? 

and im just tired of these people. and its not like ph is the greatest game ever. i mean if the graphics were like WoW or imvu or ff but its not, its 2-D

i guess everyone needs a break from things but seriously. its not like i have made a best friend in the whole wide world on there. if i left would anyone even know im gone?? probably not :O

what is it im paying for every month? remind me -.-

geez

and u have to be careful what you say and who you say it too. the same person can have 5 accounts!

like a "friend" of mine who has three >.<

i dont know if they are all friends and they are just playing me or if it really is her on all of them i just dont know and im tired........

if you want to be a fairy so bad why dont you go outside, breath some FRESH air, roll around in some grass, discover a secret something, make a house for a 'fairy'. just get OUTSIDE! when i come on, there are always the same people on, how is that possible? dont they have lives?? ugh -.- talking about this gets me all fired up

[but for the wrong reasons...]

well i stand with what i said, its like these people think they are real fairies and it scares me, they take it all too real saying how me and dew this, cricket likes that. who is it your talking to?? 

i'll tell you who they are talking to and about, they speak of their fairies as if they are completely separate beings. you are your character! dont try to say that you are two different things/people its just crazy -_-

also, all these people nowdays try to act all innocent and dumb and random, being random alot of times makes you look stupid. i understand sometimes you hear someone say something and you think of some random thing and then just happen to say it but it cant be that way all the time and also, this makes me think of  something. Group whispering, i just hate it. ok, ok there are a few times when it does come in handy. 

1. talking to multiple people at the same time [duh]

2. bunch whispering

and thats it! if you are only talking to one person why do you want everyone on your list that has it turned on to hear what your saying? i just cant understand...

and its not like your saying anything  to benefit me. and i get mad because i am waiting for whispers about bunches so i cant turn the group whispers off. but when people just keep on spaming about non important things it makes my computer run slow and then it makes me mad.

56エントリ/Entry 56

it is finally here

~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)~~~♪

spring is finally here! 

in just a few hours!

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so rosetta was in the hollow today, i saw her but didnt stay long, nor did i get a screen shot of her but dont worry, tomorrow. when she and the minister visit i will definetly get one.

also, i was a little dissapointed that she wasnt wearing her usual outfit instead she was wearing camp gear....

55エントリ/Entry 55

~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)おはよー♪
ハッピー Friday!

omg! we have finally made it to friday >:D

O.O luka evolved...
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i got my acorn royal today woo woo. 

and this nice fairy that i just met helped me. which reminds me that for every rude fairy there is a nice one.

i made a chart :D to keep track:

Happenings in the hollow:

• Meet Rosetta: March 19th, 10-1am then at 2-3pm PST. ballroom, top ten servers
• Meet Rosetta + Minister. March 20th||; same time and place as up above]
• Spring Adventure Hunters: March 19th server: spring hill. meadow: springtime orchard. 10am PST

Notes:

1. PST stands for, pixie standard time (which is pacific standard time)
2. spring adventure hunters is a meet up of fairies from the pixiehollowforum, who are there to compete for fun on teams of three [however, it might get canceled if no one shows up tomorrow....]
3. i didnt want to participate, but i will be there to watch [:

im so excited! the day after tomorrow will finally be spring ahhhhhhh~ i just cant wait for new badges >.<

54エントリ/Entry 54

~~~(°□°;)おはよー♪
ハッピー Thursday!

OMG!  raito, asato, rina & rai evolved! arent they the cutest things ever!

yesterday i finally sat down and watched: fated to love you, its a taiwanese drama.
seems cute, im only on the 3rd episode
the main character girl drives me crazy though! she just lets her family step all over her....

im thinking about watching cinderella man since it has yoonA in it

not only is spring coming next week but five days after that is the start of anime conji
[too bad im not going -.-]
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nothing much going on in the hollow yet, we are all counting the days until spring.

in a couple days rosetta will be visiting woot woot~

and i will definetly be there to get a screen shot

i finally got my flitterific daily spin 

if you noticed the location is the ballroom do you know what that means?? that means:

spring + ballroom - ivy ÷ new ballroom bunches = new badges

WOOT woot!

so yesterday there was a pet glitch, but it has already been fixed. i was able to make merrybell full grown in just 20 minutes!

in the wilderness sometimes they have every talent listed! its hilarious xD

this is the second time it has happened to me [there were only two of us this time]

speaking of the wilderness, i am so tired of people always leaving when we are almost or half way done!

i mean i can understand if its computer malfunctions

but there is no way that, that is happening to everyone -.-

53エントリ/Entry 53

~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)おはよー♪
ハッピー Sunday!

so, i get up this morning and i make my way to the kitchen, i open the pop tart box and what do i find??
every pop tart has been labled, "M I N E"
xD
aww~ i really wanted one too T.T
but dont worry! i snuck one fufu...

is everyone ready to 'spring forward'
personally i like to fall back ._.

someone knocks at the door, i get up and its my creepy neighbor. they wanted to tell me about an event that will happen in a few weeks. i said, i already know about it but i cant go [i really cant]
i have no money and im fine with not going [T.T]
so they leave. then like five minutes later someone knocks on my door. (°□°;) i open it to find them again.
they say, i will pay for you.
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.......................................... O.O
i was speechless.

i already said no! god -.-
now im thinking in another ten minutes they are gonna come knocking again for a third time
because they thought of something else D:

i mean, i am not particularly nice nor am i rude but how can i tell them to leave me alone/i dont want to be friends with you...(T_T)→help me
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so, yesterday i forgot to post my daily spin! 

[i just though what i got was funny]

also, yesterday i saw a fairy with her favorite badge as a four year fairy!

i cant even picture playing in the hollow for four years @_@

52エントリ/Entry 52

~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)おはよー♪
ハッピー Saturday!

how is everyone?

nothing much has happened today.

omg! i was looking at yesstyle today and look how cute that is >.<

[dont her legs just go on forever T.T]

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so i sent in my poem and story, fingers crossed that it gets picked ;D

so i was thinking about how many cookies it took me just to get royal gems.
[well over 2,000--no seriously]
basically the easiest way to think about it is if you have 10,000 wilderness points you should have them
[or be super close]
i think they should give out badges for wilderness points, because they dont really do anything.....

a girl i know claims to have 1,000,000+ but i have yet to get a screen shot of it.
so here is the biggest i have captured:

[p.s. i have 10,000+ now so just think how much higher they have gone O.O||

(also, i know for a fact that frozenthorn has all her wilderness royals. so, only 25,000 to go xD]

 more ivy more ivy!

i figured that this is my chance. especially if i am trying for my other wilderness badges and royal tayloring!

think about it-

going into the wilderness takes cookies, and i think you waste ingredients on acorn cookies so i only make truffle, blueberry, and blueberry truffle.

one batch of blueberry truffle cookies takes 50 blueberries. ONE BATCH

so i figure, if im going to get my other royal wilderness badges anytime soon i should use this last opportunity to get as much ivy as possible [my bag was filled but then i traded for acorns, honey and blueberries]

about the tailoring, its even worse. you have to have enough ingredients to make 500 of them. [lets say 20 spider silk just to make one, times that by 500!] 

THEN think about how you have to buy 500 dyes.

@.@

...wow....im..so...excited...to...start....working...on...them...

51エントリ/Entry 51

(°□°;)
ハッピー Friday!

i changed my blog look again :D woo~

I dont watch american idol anymore, maybe i will watch it if nothing else is on but its rare when i am actually into it. Anyways, the last time i saw that it was on [a few days ago] my mom was shocked at what she heard. They were letting them sing in spanish!
I thought this was america.

Can you believe all the stuff that is happening? where i live i am actually on a tsunami watch alert can you believe that! how scary...[since i can see the ocean from my bedroom window!]
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I am searching high and low for the clickables forest, animal, and meadow charms!

i really want those badges [and the clothes that come with them.]

i refuse to buy any other sets until i buy those first. the only place i can find them is at 

amazon. and they are sold out. i have searched google, ebay, target, toys r us, walmart.

and no luck! in the message it says that they dont know if they will ever be in stock again

T.T nuuuu~

Guess what! I finally got my rock & roll badge today woot woot.

i spun two of vidia's things outside, server: autumn grove, waited a few seconds inside the spin and before i entered i said, "please dont let me get another rock today" xD

and BAM! after weeks of not getting a rock i finally get one. 

thank goodness

reverse-psychology works like a charm fufu~

since it took me so long just to get it i wonder how long it will take me to get the rock star badge >.<

rock & roll: spin 20 rocks

rock star: spin 50 rocks

i dont think anyone has it yet though, because the picture isnt available on the wiki yet >:D

i almost forgot in all of the excitement! there is a new cookie to bake ;D

if only it gave you more pixie dust....its no better than the acorn cookie!

oh well, i guess it gets you in the holiday spirit.

so the ballroom is open again! woot woot, and this is all of you lazy peoples last chance to fill your bag, and get your ivy royal!
although i have to say even though its only been a day the bunch whispers are getting annoying xD
[since they slow my computer down so much]

also, since spring is apon us for all of you that need your royal snowflake, play crazy cakes before the season ends! and you will have your badge in no time ; D
(i hope the spring ingredient will be something like buttercups, or daisys! *fingers crossed*)

So, like i said i am trying for the writers badge
so yesterday i wrote a story that i really like. I have decided that more is better than less and i cant hope of winning if i dont write more than one thing!
so i will try to write at least 15 stories a week O.o
[of course that might sound like a lot but somedays i can be on a roll, then other days nothing happens
fufu~
and maybe three poems...[way better at stories than poems!]
i got some great advice from a girl who has the badge, i asked her all kinds of questions like how many she sent in, did she send in the same one twice, what day. questions like that.
people who i have talked to that have gotten either the fairy writer or the art award badge [or both]
have said as long as you keep at it they really think everyone who has ever sent one in will eventually win.
i however find that hard to believe and even if it is true it could take months, even a year or longer since they only pick two every 6 days or longer than that sometimes.
of course your chances are alot greater for the art award but having both is an amazing accomplishment
(one of which i will eventually attain xD)

you know, i have come to realize that the hollow is just like high school!
people have their own clicks, and depending on who you know, you see the same people all the time even if your not friends [at bunches especially]

also breaking news! it seems like we can now say 'school'
you heard me correctly folks >:D
try it out yourself

so i have been trying real hard to find fellow bloggers of pixie hollow and i found one!
although their blog is wordpress, its still a blog:
Marigold's Pixie Hollow Musings
i have found others but they are from years ago. 

50エントリ/Entry 50

~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)おはよー♪
ハッピー Thursday! How is everyone today??
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so I went to bed yesterday and when i woke up it was 20 minutes till midnight....
there was just no way i couldnt log onto ph >.<
so, the hollow has a drout D:

and rosetta needs our help.
they released two badges today

one for the quest and the other for making the 'raincloud' symbol while wearing a hat you can find in the ballroom:

this makes me super excited >:D
because this means its gonna rain in the hollow! woot woot

im just wondering if there are going to be spring bunch badges ?:|

so i stumbled apon something interesting in a fairy's signature; a link to her badges. she actually has a blog dedicated to her pixi hollow badges! O.o
im not sure if i think its cool or kinda more obssesive then i am fufufu~
well i have been trying to get the fairy writer badge (writing poems)
well i think im going to switch to stories, its just im not used to writing such short stories >.<
but if its for a badge im gonna try my best, well im off to brainstorm! :D

49エントリ/Entry 49

Hey! how is everyone doing today?
happy wednesday...

ok, so not much has been going on lately, i am literally counting the days until spring
[new badges in the hollow]

the cat that we are currently taking care of is about to have her kittens so i am actually as of right now charging my camera so i can video tape the birth -_-
trust me its not my idea. i dont know if i want to watch xD

Pixie Hollow News:
i am down to the wire. the only badges i have left to do [except for seasonal badges] are:

High Scores:

firefly

waterweb

Royals:

buttercup, daisy, lily, rose

oak, pine

blue, red

acorn, seed, grass

feather, truffle, metal

tayloring royal star, royal talented tailor

and then badges that i dont really count as attainable like: 

flitterific daily spin challenger, rock star, lucky purple feathers

kit's cadet, kit's super cadet, kit's flitterific cadet

{because they take so much time to get|| its not like i can get them in a few days...except for maybe lucky feathers. but i havent been lucky yet >.<}

basically....im tired [royals take alot out of you] & bored!!
thats why i cant wait for spring so the ballroom will be open and i will have something to do
i just dont get what people do when they are or almost are all caught up.

so i have been going all over the wiki for pixie hollow and i came across fabulous pictures that are just too pretty not to share! I think im going to make a new tab dedicated just to ph pictures......

so the funniest glitch happened to me today.

trust me, that is not supposed to happen xD
i could actually move, but i was invisible O.o i couldnt see my fairy but i could still pick up ingredients.
fufufu~
if you notice at the end of the white letters where it is dot dot dot [...] there is a yellow butterfly. my yellow butterfly. thats how you know i am {kinda} there XD

in other news, the clover festival will start in 11 days, and tomorrow or next week [the dates are mixed up...]
rosetta will have a new quest. if my suspicions are correct it should be the spring clover prep badge
*crosses fingers*
look how pretty it was last year:

so help me, if they change the design i am writing to the never council!
another badge i hope they dont change the design on is the nature days badge: [its an april badge]

also, i find it real intersting as to why they changed the dates so drastically from last year to this year. the date last year for the prep started on the 4th of march! and the clover festival only lasted 4 days.
but this year nothing is even happening until the tenth [or later]
and the clover celebration will last for eight days.......

if you are interested in seeing all of the badges that were ever on pixie hollow go here

48エントリ/Entry 48

~~~ヾ(＾∇＾)おはよー♪
ハッピー Thursday!

so i keep hearing about how kim kardashian has a new song out, well i didnt even know she had songs at all...
so i listened to the one called, "shake"
and i have to say that i like it >///<

OMG! so i was watching my favorite clip of bleach e v e r~
byakuya as a kid is so cute!! yoruichi-san is soooo lucky >.<
i want to "play" with byakuya too xD

Pixie Hollow News:
so i have just been on a roll these past few days fufufu~
i got two royals in two days,
i got my pinecone pop high score, and my fireworks high score! [which i never thought i would get]
now i just need:
water web and firefly
i think i will be able to get firefly if i just keep at it, and make sure to always get extra baskets.
but i am dissapointed at how bad i am at it xD
i made it all the way through and was still 10,000 away from the high score -_-

p.s. level 49 is insane, i think its harder than level 50. i was able to get through level 50 on the second try, & i just flew straight through O.o
but 49 took me 6 baskets...

for anyone trying for any high score the best advice i can give you is:
-dont give up
-take a break. when i tried for snowflake sweep and tinker toss i walked away for a few minutes
-relax and breath....
-practice on the royal and hard levels first
-go on minimal mode, turn off music, whispers and announcements
-forget about the high score; when i played bubble bounce, i decided i wasnt going to go for the high score, i was playing just for the ingredients then BAM! i got it.

in other news, guess what i got today :D

woot woot! actually i think it came two days early, but whose complaining ;)